Hi again I'm moving next month to live closer to my birth family. I'm excited but also a little scared, scared that i will follow through with the Ed relapse I have planned, scared that my birth family will not like having me closer, scared that my family with resent me for moving, even though it's something I need to do, etc. At the same time I am so excited to finally have the relationship with my birth parents that I've been needing, and to start a new job and live independently. I guess I would like prayers that I will make smart and healthy choices, and not give in to the Ed voice telling me that this is a great way to relapse and finally lose the weight I've gained in forced recovery. Thanks!
Posted in: Other on July 16, 2016