I seriously need prayer right now.6 months ago, I woke up in a hospital and I thought I was dreaming or in hell. As I slowly realized it was only a traumatic brain injury that had taken my memory, my processing speed, and my ability to speak clearly, I started to pray again, because who prays in dreams? Not I. Who realized that she wasn't dreaming? I did. I was scared and I prayed because I couldn't do much else. Now? I almost have my memory back, I can speak, and my processing speed is half of what it was. And I still pray. Desperately. Because I'm 16 and scared of dying or of losing everything and forgetting about God. I'm scared of getting depressed again, of relapsing into my eating disorder and my self-harm addiction. I'm scared of losing everything. So yeah. Prayers much appreciated.
Posted in: Self-Image on July 1, 2015