So.... my whole life I've been single. No guy has ever shown any interest in me, until recently. I used to think it would be nice to have guys that were at least interested in me. I thought it would boost my self esteem. Now 3 guys have shown interest in me in less than a month. I've pretty much awkwardly turned each one down. The first two because I honestly wasn't interested. The third because I don't know him that well and I'm terrified to even start the pre-relationship get to know each other phase. I don't want to date anyone that God doesn't want me too, but I'm also so scared for my own heart that I might miss him telling me it's okay. I'm scared I'll get hurt or realize that, that guy wasn't for me and both of our time will have been wasted. What if I get in a relationship with the wrong guy and miss the right one? What would people think if I did get in a relationship? Let's face it, I'm not scared I'm straight up terrified.
Posted in: Relationships on May 8, 2016