I've really been struggling with what God has for me, impatience with waiting for it, and finding myself falling when things get into a lull. The hardest part for me, though, is with waiting for who He has as a husband for me - if that's even in the cards at all. Ever since I was a little girl, I've always dreamt about the one day when I'll meet whoever I'm supposed to be with. But I believe that the idea has become a sort of idol for me, something that I'm putting above my need for a relationship with God. I know that I must rely solely on Him before any human relationship. It's just so hard, especially whenever I see my friends all in the middle of their college careers and having relationships and growing up, whereas I feel like I'm stagnant. Like I'm going to be stuck in this small town forever. Now, I know that that isn't true, but it's still tough. And I also know that this isn't anywhere near some of the other things that people post on here. It's just... I would really appreciate some prayer for this, to have God help guide me through this period of my life.Thanks.
Posted in: Relationships on March 19, 2016