I've grown up very rooted in church, and my parents are both very strong christians, but my hardest struggle for most part of my life has been with my salvation. I'm really just stuck tbh, I don't know if I'm lost or if I'm saved or whether or not I've rejected God completely. A couple months back I tried for the longest time to work this issue out and it sunk me deeper and deeper into depression, so instead I chose to run from God. It's easier to not feel the pain, confusion, and depression rather than deal with it. I cried out to God with months on end with no response, so I guess I just gave up. I am tired of running, and I am tired of failing to reach the potential God has given me, but not really sure what to do at this point.
Posted in: Faith on January 1, 2015