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On Doubt

August 18, 2016


Good morning, sweet ladies!

So here’s the thing. Sometimes following devotionals are hard. You forget about the book or the download gets lost on your computer no matter how amazing the content is. But today, I want to refer you to one of the most honest and beautiful devotionals I’ve ever read written by my friend, Gabby Llewellyn.

Gabby and I met on the first tour I ever went on with Tenth Ave, Chris Tomlin, and the band her husband is in, Rend Collective. I was fresh out of college and newly married and she had already done this for a while at that point. She worked on the road gracefully and seeing her every day was reassuring. I’ve read her blog, ‘The Thin Places’ for about a year and I can remember how multiple posts have struck me in specific and helpful ways. God has used her words to remind my heart of the TRUTH and I want you to know about her 7 day devotional too. If you sign up on her website here you can download the Ebook and it will send you the daily devo to your email! Do it. Just trust me. 😉

If you decide to walk the journey of this devo on doubt, let me know by emailing us through our website! I would love to pray for you and hear how it is going!

You ladies are gold. Thanks for letting me be a part of your Wedensday morning!



Our “Hot” List

July 6, 2016


Summer is here and it is NASTY. Not sure where you guys live, but in Nashville, it’s gross. Humidity and heat…..gah… it feels like your sweat is sweating. But despite the fact that it feels like we are living in hell’s oven, summer somehow gives off this feeling of opportunity. Like if there was ever a time to take that trip or try that new outfit or binge watch that tv show, summer is that time.

In case summer isn;t your jam and you find yourself in a midseason slump, we have provided a list for you of some of our favorite things that helping us beat the heat and make the most of this time. So here’s our current AGLM “Hot” list:

Daring Greatly by Brene Brown: YOU GUYS…this book is earth shattering good. If you’ve read any of our posts over the last few months, there is some reference or hint to Brene and her wisdom from this book. All three of us have read it, and it’s totally changed how we love each other, ourselves, and those around us. Total must read for sure.

The Bachelorette: Yes, we know it’s bad tv. Yes we know it’s not uplifting. Yes, we know the guys are ridiculous and that these kind of relationships never work out. But ladies…..WE. CANNOT. STOP. WATCHING. It’s like a car wreck; you know it’s awful but something makes it impossible for you to look away. We have our favorites (Sweet James) and our least favorites (ahem…Robby) and we can not wait to see which one Jo-Jo ends up with.

– Scarves: Listen, scarves are not just for farmers to keep the sun off their necks, they are SUPER in right now and SUPER cute. It’s a great way to accessorize an outift without working too hard. Here is a tutorial on different ways to wear a bandana or scarf and rock it hard this summer/fall.

– Zucchini bread: For people who hate veggies and LOVE sweats, this tasty snack is the perfect combo. Here’s a recipe that declares itself the BEST zucchini bread recipe out there. We dare you to try it.

-Bralettes: For us gals with NO boobs, bralettes can feel a bit tricky. But, find the right one, and they can take your summer wardrobe to a whole new level. A lot of people might think they look trashy, but done right, they can add that nice feminine touch to your ensemble. Here’s an article on different ways to style your bralette. Happy shopping.

– Tinted Moisturizer: In the summer, wearing a ton of makeup feels gross, especially when you are sweating outside. A great way to get coverage without all the fuss is a tinted moisturizer. Perfect for giving you that dewy look but not too heavy that you look like a monster movie when you sweat. Here are two of our faves that we are currently wearing here and here

Switchfoot’s Where The Light Shines Through: Possibly one of their best records yet, Where The Light Shines Through feels like it’s the anthem of AGLM. Although we haven’t heard the whole record yet, (it comes out THIS Friday) every song released so far has spoken to our hearts in a really profound and personal way. Take a listen and let us know your thoughts!

Well there you have it. Let us know in the comments what are some of your go to things right now. Peace and pool hangs! -AGLM Team


The Truth About Your Dream Job

June 29, 2016

unnamedIn college, I was assigned to write a business plan for my “dream job”.

Yeah, no pressure.

At that point, if I could finish my homework before 2am and wash my hair a couple times a week, I felt like success.


The assignment came with few restrictions besides making the financials work and being realistic. My classmates and I were living on a farm together so the different business plans ranged from growing the ingredients for beer and starting a local brewery to moving to Ecuador to start a dairy farm to help build communities.


My plan was simple. Or so I thought. My dream included growing food and flowers to serve an onsite event venue for banquets, weddings, and gatherings of any sort. Sounds cool, huh? Well, starting something like that takes a huge amount of money, so the job search began. I worked on a few farms and loved the atmosphere but was curious about that hospitality factor of having people come to a farm for events.


But let’s face it. Job hunting = BORING. Waiting is BORING. I’m SO BAD at waiting. Like, I would rather dig a hole to the center of the earth with an ice cream scooper than wait in my cozy little house for the answer to a question I’m asking God. Should I start my own business? How long should I be on the road? Is that God’s voice or my obnoxious hormones speaking? When should we think about babies? (Mom, I know you’re reading this. Don’t get excited. Seriously.) Oh gosh, can I farm when I’m pregnant?


And ah-ha! A few months ago, I started working at Homestead Manor. The front of the property is a Civil-War era home converted into a restaurant and a massive event barn where weddings, meetings, and receptions of all kinds fill the space every weekend. Down the path you’ll find the farm that serves the restaurant with fresh veggies and wild berries. I am a farmer there and between the few of us on the crew, we grow two acres intensely and organically. The property is a dream and the land is stunning.


So the place isn’t “mine”, but it’s literally exactly that business plan that I wrote a few years ago.

But surprise surprise, somehow my dream job is not “satisfying”. It’s not enough. I still get frustrated and sometimes I want to quit. Tennessee summer heat is like trying to survive a frying pan. I sweat all day and the other day, one of the guys said he could feel his brain cooking. We don’t get everything done and we are assigned tasks we don’t want. Trust me, it would be great to make more dollars per hour. The kitchen wastes some of the food we grow and sometimes the chefs are overwhelmed.


I don’t say this to discourage you from following your dream, but rather the opposite. Girl, if you feel an itch in your heart to go somewhere or do something, put on those old running shoes that have taken you this far already, and go for it. Sprint so hard you feel like you’re going to fly. If a fire strikes in front of you but you feel God still tugging your heart, put your hair in a high pony and pray it doesn’t burst into flames on your way through it.

And when you stop to take a breath and a break and maybe find yourself somewhere closer to where you wanted to be, maybe you’re already there. Expect some hallelujahs and so much imperfection. Expect tears and happy dances and to do lists. Expect to need rest but don’t expect satisfaction in the dream itself. It’s just the glory of God inside of whatever you’re dreaming of and His presence in the little moments that will really last a lifetime.


There is this insatiable quest inside each of us – for the more beautiful view, for the deeper love, for the wilder adventures, for the quickened heartbeat. This exists because we were made by God to be with Him. He is infinity in every way. He created these views that take your breath away. He created your heart that races with excitement and nothing on earth here and now really can satisfy the longing until heaven. So girl, chase that dream. And if you don’t have clarity on what it is yet, find the hints of heaven that are already around you. And when you love something, love it with all you’ve got.

Faith, Fear, God, Suffering, Uncategorized

Scaredy Cat

June 8, 2016


I can’t speak Spanish and I can’t dance, so you’d never know I’m Colombian, but it’s true.


My grandma, “Lulu” who loves all things tropical, tells us stories of how the weather in Colombia was—balmy and breezy and plants live year-round. My grandpa was a neurosurgeon and helped people he knew could never pay him. My dad grew up playing soccer and sneaking into the neighbors cherry tree with his brothers to eat the ripe fruit.

So life there sounds beautiful except for the hard parts. Like the time when they came home and thieves had emptied their house of everything valuable. Or when the neighbor kids were kidnaped for ransom. Or when my dad was jumped on the street walking home from school. My dad learned to watch his back because he lived in a place where if you weren’t careful, you’d be taken advantage of or stolen from.

When Brendon, my husband, visited my family’s house before we started dating, my dad told him, “This place is like Alcatraz, man. I see everything.” Laugh all you want, but it wasn’t a joke. (Insert crying smiling emoji face here)

He probably wouldn’t be too happy with me if I disclosed his multiple security systems, but lets just say when a “Secret Admirer” left an anonymous note in our mailbox with a rose one afternoon when I was in high school, my dad and I watched the security camera footage to find out who it was. HAHAHA POOR GUY!


So I feel very safe in my parents house. I grew up being taken care of and my mom always nurtured my intuition of knowing if a person or place was unsafe. She would point out potential dangerous situations and she taught me to be alert and walk like a boss through dark parking lots at night (and maybe carrying pepper spray). 😉 Having parents that are aware is a GIFT. They taught me well and have always reminded me that God will surround me in whatever situation. He is a fierce guardian and He is my strength.


But that lie creeps in. You’re. Not. Safe.


When I’m home alone or by myself, the questions come… Are the doors locked? Is the alarm on? Are there people outside rustling around? What was that noise? Am I going to be okay? How will I defend myself if someone gets in? Am I safe at home alone? Can anyone tell I’m afraid? Should I sleep with a knife by my bed?

These are all questions I’ve asked myself and I know I’m not alone. Being “fearless” is kind of trendy (that’s a T Swift song, right?) but let’s be real. Fear is a bitch. (excuse my language) But seriously.

I’m afraid of losing control. I’m afraid of being taken away from the people I love. I’m afraid that I’ll be found out… that I’m not that strong.


I know that because I’m writing about fear it seems like I should have some insight or inspirational advice, but I don’t. I’ve been thinking about why I’m afraid sometimes for THREE DAYS. And turns out, I haven’t really settled it, but I do know one thing:


When I’m scared, I pray.


So maybe that’s it. I still don’t fully understand why some places and situations make me nervous, but I do know what to do to calm my racing heart down. Praying helps me acknowledge that God is all around me and I remember that He says that He will guard me. Fear doesn’t define me, but the little moments of asking Him to be close when I am afraid is lifechanging. I will keep wrestling with this until I see my heart more clearly because I know that God can grow me out of this fear little by little.

If you’re afraid of losing someone or something, of being uncertain, of being alone at night, you’re definitely not alone, girlfriend. Even when it’s confusing,

What are you afraid of? What have you learned that has calmed your fears?


Your Story Matters

December 18, 2015


Here we are at another December, another Christmas, and another ending. Girls, I am the worst at change. If my mind is set on something we are planning to have for dinner, and then that plan changes, well, it takes me a bit to process the change. My husband has had to really learn this about me the past year because change is a REAL struggle for me, so I am there with you in processing what’s been happening with AGLM. A Girl Like Me has been through a lot of change even since the end of 2014, with Kelly leaving, more writers joining, Heather leaving, and then Kelsey and Steph, Ashton joining… it’s a LOT to process! And we get that! So thank you SO much for being patient and so gracious with us through it all.

I can honestly tell you that as we trust God and His lead through the change, whatever it is, does turn out for our good, and many times, WAY better than we could ever imagine. We are so excited about what’s to come in 2016 and hope you are too!

So, here we stand with you, Nina, Chelsea, Ashton and myself (Allison). We are with you and FOR you. We are so excited to get to know you all better, get in the trenches with you, and walk along side of you through this crazy life!

We have already been preparing for 2016, carefully writing, praying, and dreaming where A Girl Like Me is going, and we hope all of you are going to stick with us and even more so, dive in deep with us!

Starting January 6, 2016, we will be back and ready to share our stories with you. The good, the bad and the ugly. Our desire is for you to really know us and trust us, and we realize that in order for you to trust us, we need to let you into the depths of who we really are, a girl like YOU. Just like Heather, Kelly, and Kelsey did, we really want to give ourselves to you because this is what it really means to share life and be in community with you.

We are all excited and nervous, and very expectant of what God is going to do through this series we are calling, “Your Story Matters”.

And we are even going a step further with this… we want to hear YOUR story because we really do believe that your story matters! So just like Aubrey shared a post with us recently, we want to give more of you a chance to do so as well.

Here are the guidelines:

  • Share YOUR story with us. Keep it simple, on target, and real.
  • Do NOT exceed 1000 words.
  • Give us a title, a photo of just you, where you’re from, how old you are, and what school you go to if you’re in school.
  • Send it to us by January 1.
  • Be aware that we may edit your post.

We will continue with our normal Wednesday post schedule from the AGLM team, and if we choose to use your post, we will post it on a Friday.

I cannot wait to read your posts and get to know you all in a deeper way than just what we see on social media! And as always, we love to hear from you.

I hope you all have a very merry Christmas, and we will “see” you January 6, 2016!



Meet Ashton!

December 16, 2015

I am sorry the video quality isn’t clear!! But we are so excited to have Ashton with us starting in 2016!!!


More Goodbye’s for 2015

December 9, 2015


As you already know, there are lot of changes happening at A Girl Like Me. Change is hard but can also be really exciting and a time for so much growth!

We are sad to see Steph and Kelsey go, but really excited for the plans and dreams they are both pursuing. There are also GREAT additions to come, which you will hear about NEXT week, but for now, they wanted to say goodbye, so instead of explaining for them, I will let you hear from them directly…


From Steph:

When I woke up this morning, I did not expect to be writing this post.
In fact, just this weekend I was talking with someone about writing for A Girl Like Me, encouraging them to check it out.

I had lots of plans for this next year and the redemptive stories I would get to share with you… surely, after the chaos of this year redemption was on it’s way, and those will be the stories I write about.

Or so I thought.

I wrote briefly about this year and all of it’s turmoil in this post.
But for the most part, the words just haven’t come, even my journal has remained mostly untouched.  As a writer, this has been difficult.  As a blogger, this is not fair to you.

When the challenge came for me to decide if committing another year to AGLM was wise it hurt- the good kind of hurt.  It was the calling out of truth, you cannot do everything… and we notice.

Sweet girls,
I hope you surround yourself with people who notice when you are struggling.
And I pray they call you out on it.
And I pray you receive it well when they do.

This morning during the cool dawn of my workout, the instructor shared these words,

“Change is not something that we should fear. Rather, it is something that we should welcome. For without change, nothing in this world would ever grow or blossom, and no one in this world would ever move forward to become the person they’re meant to be.

– unknown”

I laid on the mat and cried the big, silent, tears.

I am so thankful for AGLM.
For what I have learned, and how it has grown me.
For the women it has introduced me to.
For each of you,
You encourage me, challenge me, push me to do better writing and better living, and I’m thankful for that.

This next season will be different.
I will still write, when the words come, here.
But I won’t be writing for AGLM regularly.

Know that my heart for you girls is good….

my love for this ministry is huge…

and my desire to see Christ in this chaos is overwhelming.

Here’s to 2016 and all it will bring!

– Steph



From Kelsey:

My sweet friends,

What a journey this has been. From my very first guest post about mine and Matt’s relationship to posts about tattoos and childhood experiences…you have all given me a place to not just share my story, but process and grow in it as we have all walked alongside each other.  A Girl Like Me has been such a beautiful part of my journey and I have been overwhelmed watching so many of you take the passion and dreams Heather poured into this safe place and pass them on, using them in your own lives to reach out and walk alongside so many other girls in need of community.    My role with A Girl Like Me has been to be vulnerable and share with you ladies, offer up my experiences, failures, joys, and sorrows as a place for you to find encouragement, accountability, and challenge….but who am I kidding?  You all have been that for me.  You have shown nothing but grace and understanding when I’ve had to take breaks due to life’s obstacles, losing my mom, facing life as a new wife, and weaving through the mess of the everyday.  We came together right in a huge new season for me and writing here has often felt like writing out the words for you to read that God is wanting me to hear.

Thank you for being a safe place; for being such beautiful examples of authenticity and grace.

I know there are a lot of changes happening on here, but it’s the change that can bring fresh perspectives and fresh life.   I have spent the last 10+ years of my life working jobs that support everyone else in their dreams. I’ve served and supported and put so many of my own passions aside, buried in the guilt of wanting to meet other’s needs and AGLM was a wonderful outlet and place to let some of those passions gain new life.  I’m starting another new chapter as we end this year and Matt and I are not only trying to bring back to life so many life giving, creative parts of ourselves that have been buried, but we are also walking into the best adventure of becoming parents through adoption.   It’s one of those forks in the road that, while not always easy, is necessary to let go of some things in order to free up the time and energy God needs from us to pursue the next step.  So while there is a part of me that is sad to have to say “goodbye” to being consistently involved here, another part of me is so excited. Excited for you guys and excited for me. I’m excited to see what the fresh leadership and new voices have to offer you all in your seasons of life and I’m excited for me to start another adventure and take a season to breathe and find a part of me that I’ve lost. I’m so excited to take the time needed to prepare to go from just “wife” to “mom”.

Thank you for welcoming me with such big, open arms. I love all the girls on this AGLM team and am so excited for them to start dreaming up new, big things for you all.  I will definitely be keeping up with the community, but this time from the reader’s side.   Matt and I will also be sharing updates on our adoption journey over at my blog and would love to share that new season with you as well.

Much love to each and every one of you.  Thank you for being YOU!

– Kelsey

Faith, God, Spiritual Life, Uncategorized

Discipline of Faith

May 14, 2015

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I got on this morning excited to see what was written on the blog and didn’t see a post and the thought that…”oh no, I hope I didn’t get my weeks mixed up” hit hard. Sure enough it was my week to write and I messed up.  The funny thing about it is that I want so badly to show you my best. It weighed on me all day. I felt terrible.  I hated being the one who slacked, who was’t as committed. The one who didn’t think to double check her dates.

Since I goofed and was not prepared I’m going to be really really honest with you guys…is that ok? Ok good.

Today has been hard. Right now is hard. I went into my evening ready to sit down and write to you some sort of well thought through wisdom and my internet decided to stop working again. My husband and I somehow got into a big fight. I then cried in public at dinner because the exhaustion just couldn’t be held in anymore. Then I had that sickening moment…you know the one…where your face is red and puffy, your nose is stuffy from crying, you can’t seem to shake your emotions or clear your thoughts and you have to go sit…in front of people….in a loud crowded restaurant because that is all that is open with free WiFi. That embarrassing feeling that everyone must know you just bawled your eyes out (even though no one probably is staring at you enough to know). I sat staring at the blank screen fighting the tears that keep threatening to flow solely from exhaustion and defeat. What can I share with you?  That marriage is not always a walk in the park? That I lost my temper just an hour earlier? That I don’t always double check my schedule? That I’ve found myself ungrateful today for all the things I DO have and instead was beat down by the things I didn’t?   That while God has promised us something huge I find myself weary and my Faith growing thin?     Well that is what I am sharing. It’s all true. I am so reminded of my need for a savior in these humbling moments. These moments when I think I have something to offer that will be oh so special and it’s clear that all I have to offer you right now is real. Real tough, ugly, tear stained me.  In hopes that you, dear girl, would know that we have all been there…(I assume I am not alone)…we’ve all had those mascara running, want to hide in a hole moments in life.  As I re-read Steph’s post from last week and then read through the list of prayer requests you girls posted on Facebook I wanted to cry more. (Gosh what is wrong with me, someone bring me a tissue, lots of ugly crying going on here).  I read as you all shared in vulnerability your anxieties, fears, illnesses, hopes, new transitions, and longing for clarity in the unknown.


We are all walking a story of faith. It may look different for each person. Maybe the faith is yet to come, maybe it is there, but you are waiting for the promise to be fulfilled. I often find myself impatient, weak, grasping hold of the promise, but fighting that doubt that maybe He isn’t going to follow through, because the days keep passing me by.     As my husband and I read our Daily Streams devotion last night, we were reminded of a great detail to faith that we so often forget and miss when in the middle of the waiting. And I felt led to share it with you all:

“All things are possible to him that believeth” Mark 9:23″

“The ‘all things’ do not always come simply for the asking, for the reason that God is ever seeking to teach us the way of faith, and in our training in the faith life there must be room for the trial of faith, the discipline of faith, the patience of faith, the courage of faith, and often many stages are passed before we really realize what is the end of faith, namely, the victory of faith. Real moral fibre is developed through discipline of faith. You have made your request of God, but the answer does not come. What are you to do?  Keep on believing God’s Word; never be moved away from it by what you see or feel, and thus you stand steady, enlarged power and experience is being developed. The fact of looking at the apparent contradiction as to God’s Word and being moved from your position of faith make you stronger on every other line. Often God delays purposely, and the delay is just as much an answer to your prayer as is the fulfillment when it comes. In the lives of all the Bible characters, God worked thus. Abraham, Moses, and Elijah were not great in the beginning, but were made great through the discipline of their faith, and only thus were they fitted for the positions to which God had called them.

For example, in the case of Joseph home the Lord was training for the throne of Egypt, we read in the Psalms;

‘The word of the Lord tried him.’ It was not the prison life with its hard beds or poor food that tried him, but it was the word  God had spoken into his heart in the early years concerning elevation and honor which were greater than his brethren were to receive; it was this which was ever before him, when every step in his career made it seem more and more impossible of fulfillment, until he was there imprisoned, and all in innocency, while others who were perhaps justly incarcerated, were released, and he was left to languish alone.

These were the hours that tried his soul, but hours of spiritual growth and development that, ‘when his word came’ (the word release), found him fitted for the delicate task of dealing with his wayward brethren, with a love and patience only surpassed by God Himself.

No amount of persecution tries like such experiences as these. When God has spoken of His purpose to do, and yet the days go on and He does not do, that is truly hard; but it is a discipline of faith that will bring us into a knowledge of God which would otherwise be impossible.”   ~Streams in the Desert May 12


Oh how we so often want to hide those things that make us less than perfect, tuck those “flaws”  away to be felt alone in the dark car, behind closed doors, away from faces. We want to put our best foot forward, we want everyone on social media to see the happy, faithful, strong women that we are…or we go the opposite and run to our phones and complain about how terrible our life is and how God just isn’t meeting you where you need to be met. Lets all get to the point where we can look at each other and see each other’s hearts. acknowledge that we all have our moments of defeat, discouragement, fear, and just the need for a good cry….but then let’s wrap our arms up under their shoulders, stand up straight and challenge each other to keep putting one foot in front of another…to not sit in the weight of one bad day, to not sit in the complaining that the days are going by and God made a promise…so where is our immediate gratification? Lets challenge each other to walk through the discipline of faith. Together.  Today was not a great day. But I’m going to choose to get up and face tomorrow as an opportunity to grow in that discipline, so that I may be used to my fullest when the victory of Faith comes. Would you join me?